Kak Noor is one of two young mother in our class. She is like 29 or something with a seven years old son. I know, this maybe not to young for some. But exactly how young is too young, how old is too old? Kak Noor is an interesting person. She is married with a guy who is a lot older than she is and she got married during her early twenties. Back to the question, i'm thinking about this because of Kak Noor. One day during class, she asked me and my friend Nay why are we still single. She says, the two of us are being to picky then, she keep calling out the boys name and suggest we should go out with them. Well, I just laugh. It's not like love will just happen miraculously. When she was 20, she 's already to matured for her age. Her traditional upbringing influenced her into thinking certain ways, she believed love can be build after marriage. She had a lot of men who went and asked her parents for permission to marry her. She made her choice. When asked what's her reason to choose, she says she picked someone who is going to be easy to take care.
As for me, I don't think i'm being too picky if it's about my life and who i'm going to spent the rest of my life with. I don't want to settle for less. Less for me is not about wealth or look, it's about love..true love. Yup, I can't believe it myself but I want true love. I don't want to be with someone just because it is convenient or just because all of my friends is getting married. I can't imagine myself being with someone just because i've reached a certain age where I should get married. For now, I'm still not sure whether i've found my true love or not. Maybe it's in front of me but I can't see it but, I know love for sure. I've been to selfish in the past not to except it as it is. Well, if it's true love it'll find it's way.....
p.s. some decision is hard to make, but then you can't be pleasing everyone to find your own happiness
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