“The lane of love is narrow; there is room for only one”

How could a broken heart be shattered into million pieces just as a broken glass. The small little pieces is the worst as it is the hardest to put back together. No matter how hard you try, the little pieces will always be missing.

Why do I feel that I'm losing him for real now, and it hurt so much more. No communications killing me, but I know it was my choice to stay away. He gets it I guess or we are just tired of.. I don't know..everything. My action itself kills me inside, now i dont understand my decision. I pray for guidance from God but  maybe i'm so lost that I cannot see my way..

I Just want you to know, when I start to distant myself theres just so many times I almost called you. You are always in my dreams, makes it even harder for me not to think about you.. A simple wishes from you means the world to me..I really do miss you, why did I even pushed you away.

The lane of love is narrow; there is room for only one, as the Indian aphorism goes. I dont even know if there's even space for me anymore. I actually did gave you the chance you asked for but maybe everything were just too blurry.....I wish there's a little space left for me in your heart~

L.O.V.E....Ain't it Funny

No, I'm not saying love is funny. It's just that, kids nowadays says love out of habit. Maybe they're just being expressive through their word but isn't love is such a strong word, just as hate. You don't say you hate someone out of habit do you?? So what i'm saying is, it's funny when I read somewhere in any social networks or hear teenagers proclaiming 'I love you' just as much as they're saying fuck nowadays. 

The realization of this makes me feel every word is just a word with no meaning, you just spit it out in case you are scared of being alone or you're hoping someone says they love you back. The word LOVE for me is supposed to be so valuable and should be said only when  you feel so strongly about it and then you wouldn't ever want to take it back regardless of the circumstances.  As for saying that, I also believed action do speak louder than words. If you say you love a lady and act like shit that is just bullshit.

I hope the real value of the word LOVE will be restored someday...someday perhaps