Rain in my heart

It is raining outside just as much as my heart do. I don't know if there's something wrong that I don't know of but, i know my gut feeling is always right. For once, I do not want for it to be right. Let it just be I'm paranoid, that's better. I won't give up but I just need the strength or a steel heart. I pray that everything is alright and I can find peace in my heart. Deep inside my heart I know that I'm falling for you and willingly will hold your hand. My brain says please don't, if I'm not sure if you are going to let go.

The Ugly Side of Life

If you ask me how am I doing? I'm  going to say I'm  fine. The truth is, I'm  in the verge of tears all the time nowadays and that's  not the side of me I  want you to know. The fact that you comfort me in my  time of need really touched me. I forget all the reason i stayed away from you. I realized I  never stop caring and thinking about you. It is my wish that someday you will have that space for me in your heart not as a rebound, not for replacement, not to share it with other womans beside your mum. For now, I  just need to gather all my strength to just live.

Life is beautiful but the ugly side of being alive is you have to deal with lost, any kind of lost.